Yes, I am depressed. No, I don’t want any more suggestions. Please Do not tell me or my parents to put me on medications. I’m already on many medicines. I take a depression medicine already and have been on it for quite some time. Depression is not new to me. Just this kind of depression is new. 

I don’t want to take more meds, eat weird foods with no scientific evidence behind them or be pushed anymore. I’m at a breaking point emotionally and cannot handle much more. So while i appreciate the concerns, unless you’re family, just pray and keep suggestions to yourself. 

I in no way mean to be rude, but mean only to be firm. I can only handle so much and all the suggestions and tips and links do is remind me of my situation, not that I forget it ever. It completely consumes my mind.

I’m terrified to see my doctor on Tuesday. I don’t want to see him even though I have to. Brandon and dad will be there with me, but I don’t want to speak to him. I don’t want to speak to anyone – doctors, friends, anyone.

Please respect these wishes about suggestions and continue to pray hard. I hope I do not offend anyone! That is not my intention .Please Pray for positive test results. All my hope is on those results and God.