Oh Lordy…. I’m starting a blog. But I figured this would help me get my feelings out without driving my support group around me crazy. Because I have a great support group but they themselves have to stay supported, ya know? 

I had surgery April 27th, and was given my diagnosis April 29th (I believe) and I can’t stop looking at Pinterest or Facebook groups that do nothing to encourage me but seem only to discourage me because I only hold onto the negative aspects of each post. 

Struggling. Hard.